I ruined myself.
I used to be such a happy person. I was always smiling, laughing, out with friends. Now, I’m just a mess. I let the thoughts overcome me. I’m not that happy person that I was anymore. People think I still am, when in reality I’m not. I just wish everything can go back to what it used to be. I just need a chance to fix all my mistakes, and get myself back to my feet. I’m tired of being broken. I really am.